| Something has taken a part of me
not literally
its inside
Of me
Where the vacancy
Lies
Told by the thief
Empty
He says
Nothing
He says
Is what you are
I control your
Hours
Spent
Wasting
Away
Is where I want to go
But you are mine
He says
Again
I wait
for him to return to me
what is mine.
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| I hear people outside my dorm room talking and laughing ...
and I wish I could be like them.
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"You almost feel ashamed that someone could be that important, that without them, you feel like nothing."
I've finally realized that no one can replace Derek. No matter how hard I try to replace him ... nothing and no one fills the void I feel when I'm not with him or talking to him. Is this true love? It feels kind of like pathetic dependance on someone else to make me happy, and it kinda really hurts.
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| Ok, I’m sick of seeing tan skinny girls with their hipbones sticking out posing for shitty webcam pics in their belly shirts.
People call me skinny but if I wanted to be a model, they’d probably make me loose 15 lbs. which I think is ridiculous considering I weigh 116 lbs. Now that I have said how much I weigh, many people are probably thinking, “great another skinny bitch complaining about her weight.” But I am not complaining about my weight. If anything I wish I weighed more so I could be a “You’re beautiful just the way you are” advocate and not get shit for it. What I’m trying to say is, I don’t think super skinny girls are attractive. I like curves. I actually LOVE curvy girls. So much so that I wish I were curvy! But I am not the traditional type of skinny. I have skinny arms and legs and my stomach holds most of my weight. My hipbones don’t stick out and I have a flat ass. And I like it. I like how I look, but I am still self-conscious of my body because it is not the traditional skinny beautiful body I see in Magazines. I’m tired of being told what is beautiful. I’m tired of seeing other people trying to fit that mold. We are beautiful because we are different. And someone who is 116 lbs shouldn’t feel fat. Someone who is 135 lbs shouldn’t feel fat (etc.)!! It’s just a number that means nothing! You shouldn’t spend your whole life dieting and being miserable just because you don’t fit that mold. Enjoy your life! Love yourself and be proud of the way you look because there will always be a guy out there who will think that is more sexy than the skeleton girl who eats nothing and hates herself.
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Innocent people are dying everyday in Mexico
so rich drug addicts in the US can get their fix.
It makes me sick, and there is nothing I can do about it.
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